Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Today, I realized that I am happy, and I mean truly happy. I am not chasing something that I have been longing for a long time. It is interesting that I have changed. I suppose what I prayed for...has come true.
It is really funny that for a long time I told myself and others that I would never move back to my hometown, and that there is nothing here in this town that I want. But today, as I was working on filling out job applications, one job posting said "must be willing to relocate." I told myself that no job could pay me enough to move away from this town because I would be leaving so many good things, including my two best friends. I love them both, I will do anything for them as they would do anything for me. I am romantically interested in one guy in town, and the way it seems to go, he is open to being romantically pursued by me. I have many job leads so I am hoping some day soon I will have employment that will lead me to my career.
In the search for the answer to What is Truth?, I have learned many things and I have also learned that the answer isn't always what it seems to be when things change. I got to love whatever color lens I am wearing to see the world at that moment. But for now,I am living by the principles, or at least try to live by the principles outlined by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer's new book Power of Intention. It is a very good book and I highly recommend you all to read it.
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It is really funny that for a long time I told myself and others that I would never move back to my hometown, and that there is nothing here in this town that I want. But today, as I was working on filling out job applications, one job posting said "must be willing to relocate." I told myself that no job could pay me enough to move away from this town because I would be leaving so many good things, including my two best friends. I love them both, I will do anything for them as they would do anything for me. I am romantically interested in one guy in town, and the way it seems to go, he is open to being romantically pursued by me. I have many job leads so I am hoping some day soon I will have employment that will lead me to my career.
In the search for the answer to What is Truth?, I have learned many things and I have also learned that the answer isn't always what it seems to be when things change. I got to love whatever color lens I am wearing to see the world at that moment. But for now,I am living by the principles, or at least try to live by the principles outlined by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer's new book Power of Intention. It is a very good book and I highly recommend you all to read it.