I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.


Thanks to Bobby for the following post.

Hmmm, a couple of comments have revealed that they want an update about the date I was suppose to have on Sunday. Well, it didn't happen because of couple of things...the place where we were suppose to meet had an Easter gospel-fest so it was packed with people. Also, I think we missed each other because we didn't recognize each other. I have only met the guy once, talked to him on the phone a couple of times, sent each other several emails. There was one guy who I thought may be the guy, I have met so many people and when I met this guy, it was in a group so I am a bit vague as to whether or not it was him. But this guy I saw in the park is a hot rugby built guy.

Then later on that night, I went to Pantheon, a gay dance club a block from where I live, I saw him again. I couldn't muster up enough courage to ask him if his name was B. My friends said I should have told them that and they would have done it for me. Ahh, that is what I get for being shy.

Today I would like to focus on death in the context of finding out What is Truth? It has been a year since my father died and that I have been home. Death is probably the most toughest thing for me to deal with, and probably for many others as well. I have spent a year grieving over my father's death mostly because I feel guilty of how I have treated him for a long time. I have always felt that he was just another annoying person in my life. All he wanted was to share my life with him , and have good father-son relationship.

I realized that I have been angry against everyone because I have felt like that the world owed me a good life and everything that I dreamed of. My dad couldn't provide that while I was growing up. Now that I look back and realize these things, my dad is still teaching me new things about life. I am blessed to have him as my father, more than anything I can only wished that I felt that way while he was alive.

sometime one who is willing to let the Silence reveal things will learn to appreciate life more.

the kingdom of silence has its own perspective and mode of evaluating life as we know it. The life we take so seriously is simply an embryonic stage in relation to the vast life in the quietude. Death is but a moment before birth and a long journey ahead for the soul. Death is the final move out of our physical 'home' that has served our souls as a medium for certain experiences and learning processes we would not have gained otherwise. Monastry without Walls, pg 123

This post will be short, I have noticed that my perspective of myself has changed in the past few days. I suppose it has to do with surrending to the negative internalization and replacing that with good internalization.

The Truth must be smiling upon me because I have a date at 4:00 pm this afternoon with a very nice guy. I am looking forward to that date. I get to watch him play frisbee, and who knows, maybe I will join and play frisbee with him.